Had bf b4 ako umalis ng bansa. 1yr nag-last distant relationship. May nkilala ako dun eventually minahal ko din, ngkababy and now wer married. I had to give up ang bf na niwan ko d2. After 2long yrs, married life's like hell, and heto si ex bf. Finally nptawad n nya ko, thot dun lng mag end un. Kala ko forgiveness nya lng antay ko, then I'm ready to let go n tlga. Pero just found out, nag-want pako for more, umaasa ako s alam kong wlang pptunguhan. At msama p, aware akong ndi n sing strong ang feelings nya, later to realize, ako nlng pla tlga ang umaasa. I'm so helpless, what to do, all d blame is on me, all the wrong doings, this is d life I get. Now I'm trying to lift it all up to d lord. I jst lost d love of my life., kahit anu gawin ko, I know, I can never win him back anymore, not in this lifetime. :((