Abuse lyrics

Something's in the way
Something's in the road
Obstacles for me
Something's in my throat
Some things bother me
Some things don't
Other things might
My life's a sinking boat
Don't let me drown, don't let me sink
I'm not gonna rot, i'm not gonna stink like rotting
Playing happy games
Keeping up a smile
Keeping myself happy
Just for a while
Making ugly music
Writing stupid words
Why do you want to listen?
Don't you get disturbed?
Aren't you getting tired?
Don't i make you sick?
Isn't your stomach turning?
Doesn't my face need to be kicked?
Self-abuse, from me to you, to cover myself
To cover the truth, no self-worth,
I'm eating dirt, and i'll get smart
And eat my words
And eat my words
And eat my words
And eat my words
And eat my words
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