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You came into my room
With poison on your lips, didn't you?
It seems as though my mind and body
Both dissolve with your kiss
I hate myself at 19 years old
I hate myself at 19 years old

I feel like I'm going to be sick
Even though your heart is so beautiful
Why do you kiss me
Who can't even do a single thing at all?
I hate these days of being 19 years old
I hate my face at 19 years old

I want to fly with my magnificient wings
Like a black swallowtail butterfly
Don't say that it's stupid
That kind of a life is just fine
Just fine...

If getting rid of a filthy soul
Is an impossible thing
No matter where you walk
Can that be called the future?
I'm indecisive with my dreams at 19 years old
I'm indecisive with my lies at 19 years old

I want to turn into a black swallowtail butterfly
And be loved by someone
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10
Just for one moment would be just fine
Just fine...

I hate myself at 19 years old
I hate myself at 19 years old

I want to fly with my magnificient wings
Like a black swallowtail butterfly
Don't say that it's stupid
That kind of a life is just fine

I want to turn into a black swallowtail butterfly
And be loved by someone
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10
Just for one moment would be just fine
Just fine...



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