Asthmatic lyrics

It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by the world i create
It left the nerve exposed
Feel like i've lost my cause
Frustrations all i have left
It's what has reduced me to this
Turned me against my self
It's still a alost cause

I can't keep doing this to my self
But it's the only way to forget who i am

Your disabilty
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath what's so real to me
And threw it all away
I underestimated
The lenghts that you have gone
To deny who you are
You threw it all away

I will keep doing this to myself
'Cause it's the only way to forget who i am
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I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine and mine now
I'll turn my back on my self
If it's the only way out
It can only help me if it herts

I won't give into, I wont give into...
I won't become one of your lies

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine and mine now
I'll turn my back on my self
If it's the only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I will keep doing this to myself
'Cause it's the only way to forget who i am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine and mine now
I'll turn my back on my self
If it's the only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I have become on of your lies