Far Far Away From My Heart lyrics

Well the feeling's coming on again
Its kickin and is screaming deep inside me
And Im so tired of fighting with my self
You're not here, Im nothing, Im alone
So I pour another drink and take a hit
And I wonder where the smoke goes
And I'm feeling more and more like less and less
As I curse to tell of all along these lines
Because words are all we have to much time
So far, far away from my heart
Far, far away from my heart
It's just a voice the flokes are nowhere near
And memories they're starting to unravel
Weve been through this so many nights before
That you'd think it would be easier by now
So I let the chemical reaction cloud over
The pain that keeps on hurting
As I slowly, but too slowly drift away
To a place I know where I don't have to think
God I hate myself for lovin' smoke and drink
So I'm far, far away from my heart
Far, far away from my heart
And now I'm staring blankly at the TV
Holding this guitar for some comfort
But it's so hard to write a simple song
And try to turn this feeling into melody
So I put it down get on my knees
Close my eyes so tight, now I'm praying
To anyone that maybe can hear me
Tell me everything will be okay
And I don't think I can make another day
So far, far away from my heart
Far, far away from my heart