Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad? lyrics

This song is spiritual; only moby knows the answers to this song

His heart, and soul feel is so sad, and he feels so alone. The open doors aren't necessarily oppurtunity, but another deception of failure.

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Moby doesn't feel like he belongs here on the earth. He's lonely and in his sadness an opportunity to end it all is a temptation to him, hanging over his head everyday. "these open doors" are opportunities. Opportunities to end it all and he fights everyday not to go that route. That's just my interpretation