Someone To Pull The Trigger lyrics

Well I'm loaded and ready
Calmly holding steady
Looking for a sign to show me when
Well I'm waiting and willing
The clarity is chilling
But I'm not turning back
And neither can you
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I need someone to pull the trigger
'cause there's a hole in my heart getting bigger
And everything I'll ever be I've been
And I need someone to pull the trigger
So if you're what I think you'll be
If you're who I think I see -- shoot

So hold me and love me
Tie me up and drug me
'cause I'm not gonna beg you for my life

I need someone to pull the trigger
'cause there's a hole in my heart getting bigger
And everything I'll ever be I've been
And I need someone to pull the trigger
So if you're what I think you'll be
If you're who I think I see -- shoot