disappear lyrics

So sad that we have lost all our
Innocence*
Something that was pure is now
Covered in red
Tainted by the role to become a
Woman
I thought that it'll cure
So why am I still walking... towards
You?
Right, left, my feet are
But how can I change direction
When you smile at me, I'm infected
Now should we lie to keep each
Other here
Or tell the truth and burn
Are you the man I thought you were
Or is there more to learn
And this would be unfair to tell you
That
The whole of me is here
'Cause I woke up one day to find that
I have disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared
The way that we would die
I look into your eye
I wouldn't get a dime
Now I don't see the fire
Tainted by the role to become the
Man
You let me where you can
Like you didn't give a damn
It's mad

How something so real
Could be so conditional
But how can I change direction
When you smile at me, I'm infected
Now should we lie to keep each
Other here
Or tell the truth and burn
Am I the girl you thought I was
Or is there more to learn?
And this would be unfair to tell you
That
The whole of me is here
I woke up one day to find that I have
Disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared
Now today we have [?] turned out
Just fine
But I'm scared about tomorrow
Where I must store in my sorrow
If it's not here to taste he pride
To live, to feel
Is it real?
Is it real?
I woke up one day to find that I was
Gone
Where is the fun?
Where did our hearts go?
I can't find you, no