Improv lyrics

Decaying as I am
I need not some promised land
I know that I am failing
Acceptance was the plan

No silence in the sea
Nothing tranquil awaits me
Useless and used up
With too much using to do

I have chosen everything
This is what makes it so bad
No matter what the action
The situation was created by me
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My life is different
These grey streets will only get me down
They will never fool me
Integrate me as their clown

Decaying as I am
I need not some promised land
I know that I am failing
Acceptance was the plan

No silence in the sea
Nothing tranquil awaits me
Useless and used up
With too much using to do

Decaying as I am
I need not some promised land
I know that I am failing
Acceptance was the plan

Stumbling through patches
Of flowered mortality
My daze is special
You you're my goddess to be