Let Me Be The One lyrics

1988 Gerald was my first love, but I was young then, I want to fly, I enjoy and was blinded with so much can offer and forgot the one that matters. When I turn around he was gone, I looked for him to tell him that I love him, but I cannot find him anymore. Years pass and I've heard that he was crushed because of me, he ruin his life and it's all my fault. I try to make the best of my life but not a day pass that I did not think of him, all I wanted was to say I'm sorry, but I never got the courage. 21 years later I found him but were both married now, he say he marries her because she helped him picked up the pieces, and I told him that I marry mine because he was the best that ever happen to my life after him. Instead of I'm sorrys we found out that were still in love, crazy thoughts came up to our head, but now is not a time for us, we will be hurting the people that mean so much to us, we have been planning of running away to continue the love we once shared, but Its not right. I think one day there will be us, Gods will. But as of this moment, I want to tell him I love him so much but as for now let's live our lives and try not to make another mistake.