Stranger In The Sky (Make Believe) lyrics

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Now louder answers the firmest fist and kisses
Ask me again
How gameshow season never ends
The same old reason I won't win
Suspended in this animation
I could use a new vacation
Namelessly the nameless and the faceless go to make up
Tell me I'm spending too much time on happy endings
And my life does not rely on how much love you might be lending me
Above there's so much I'm depending on, remembering more instead
You send me door to door to have the family cat attack the strangers
back by popular demand, stand as you were
Before you saw your parting gift in stores
You poured your empty heart in it but finished what you started
When you practiced and rehearsed
To find your God before He finds first
In dirty words and poision dreams there are girls who flirt while boys are teens
They're only asking for one thing
It's never only make believe to me

Tell me I'm spending too much time on happy endings
And my life does not rely on how much love you might be lending me
Above there's so much I'm depending on, remembering more instead of
war with me, myself and I;
I'm heading for the stranger in the sky
Resort in Paradise
Now louder answer the wish and kiss bids goodbye