Two Hands lyrics

I've been living out of sanity, I've been splitting hairs and bluring lines
I am a house that is divided in my heart and in my mind
I use one hand to pull you closer, the other to push you away

If I had two hands doing the same thing
Lifted high, lifted high

I have a broken disposition, I'm a liar who thirsts for the truth
And while I ache for faith to hold me,
I need to feel the scars and see the proof
I use one hand to pull you closer, the other to push you away

And if we just keep digging we can reach the foundation of our souls
And if we just keep cutting the chains from our hearts we'll lose control
And it feel like giving in
And it feels like starting over
It feels like waking up and you know it's coming
It feels like a brand new day
Open your eyes