Manateen lyrics

I feel like im becoming
A butterfly
Or a golden bee
My body is in the magazines
My face on the tv
My voice on the radio
That's me in my dreams
But when i open my eyes
Im just a piece of SHIT!
A WORTHLESS COWARD
A VAPID WHORE
A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE
COVERED IN SORES
A BLITHERING SEA COW
LOST IN it's DREAMS
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH
NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH

Wet blue world-- it fills me up
I find im deep inside
Waves crash and i breathe water
But i haven't died
I wont come up
I wont come up for air
I wont come up
I wont come up for air

.....and beneath the waves
I hide my head in darker waters
And nobody sees
.....i cut myself
And hope to draw you in
But even sharks pass by
Please explain
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All alone im growing older
Laughter like cancer over my shoulder
Mirrors like hatchets to the wound of my face
You know im a complete.....
IM A COMPLETE DISGRACE

IM NOT A MANATEEN
IM NOT A MANATEEN
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

.....and beneath the sea
I give up and i descend
And im finally free

...and in the end
Wet blue world-- fills me up
Fills me deep inside
Waves crash and i breathe water
But i haven't died
NEVER
WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS
I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART
NEVER
WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS
I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE
I DIE
ITS A SUICIDE
MY BODY SWOLLWED BY THE DEEP BLUE ABYSS
AND INTO THE ENDLESS TIDE
I wont come up
I wont come up
I wont come up for air tonight
I wont come up
I wont come up
I wont come up for air tonight

Cold
And all alone
I held my own
But now i give up