Nirvana Blue lyrics

I just jumped out in the open
Without knowing if my parachute would save me
It's quiet and peaceful in this emotional nirvana blue
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'cause taking off was so easy
But landing very rough
No tears
No smile
Not even the urge to cry

Your portrait is fading
Raw canvas remaining
As a white page in my soul