Eating The Porridge And Killing The Bears lyrics

Your gift horse has brought flies
And the stench is unbareable
I'm left with no option,
But to embrace apathy and loneliness
Hoping that I die

I took a train to new york city
Met a guy who I THOUGHT was pretty
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Tiny strands of skin could never hold a whole
Begging to nurse it's mouth to health

Strip the skin from the inside out
You didn't think they'd notice
(You looked them straight in the face)

I always said that we'd watch them die
(You looked them straight in the face)