Dishonesty lyrics

Once the time will come
To be true to myself - Not to lie
Confess all mistakes
And the fact that I've not reached all aims

Dud - is what I am
Lost my aims cause I was always fair

Dishonesty is real
But that is not my deal
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Missed not one chance
To help others on their way through their life
Better watch myself
Have my own problems dude, my own life

Dud - not anymore
I will start a new life - that's for sure

Dishonesty is real
And now this is my deal

I confess my mistakes
Now I will try to reach all my aims

Help!
I always wanted
Always helped - I always helped but no one cared for me
So finally I began to see
Honesty will bring you to your knees
So I will never trust no one but me