Hate lyrics

Live in darkest dreams; drugs roam in my head
Nothing's like it seems; still the blood is red
Myself is what I hate; my living and my lie
I blow to my fate; never try
I hate myself, don't call my name

[Chorus:]
Hate is strong, hate is black,
Kills the light,no way back
Don't go my way
Don't go this way
Oh God help me
Here's the road that leads to hate
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The shit of all the years, it lies upon my soul
Depressions and my fears, things I can't control
The days are painted grey, I never see the light
I throw myself away, give up, never fight
The sun somtimes shines, upoon my wretched miind
But I just close my eyes, and hate is what I find
Hope is what I need, despair is what I find
Hate is what I feed, hate is what I live