Every Planet We Reach Is Dead lyrics

I have a mate who experienced the same as you mr. Jack(is that a system song you were named after? )

This song reminds me of this girl i met back at middle school. At first i didn't didn't seem to notice her at much but she was in three of my classes at the time. I really first met her after school in the gym. I just wanted to play badminton with my friends. Well my friend (not my friend anymore) brought his girlfriend. That didn't surprise me to much but i notice that she brought her friends, i didn't put to much thought to it. But i noticed this one girl with long black hair, green eye's, and pink lips. At that moment my face kinda turn red as a cherry. So i immediately left the gym telling my friends that i feel sick to walk home. On the walk home i wonder why did that happen? What is wrong with me? Though the biggest question i had was what is her name? It took me a week to realize that i was in love (had a crush) on this girl. I wanted to talk to her some more but i always get nervous. I try to carry out a causal conversation with her but they always seem to have these awkward silences or she would get distracted by someone else. I have always wanted to ask her if she really likes me but, of coarse, i get to nervous. I played this song often around that time. Know these days i am a sophomore at columbine high school and i still have a crush (not nearly as bad) on this girl. I still can't ask her the question. I don't even really think she even know that i am alive. Every time i listen to this song, i cry, because it'll always remind me of her.