What Am I Doing There lyrics

I no longer know what's real any more
In the back of my mind I have opened the door
That leads to the past and the love we once shared
I keep asking myself, what am I doing there?

Chorus:
What am I doing there holding you tight
Taking down your hair, lying close by your side
Making believe that you still care
My new life is here, what am I doing there
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I don't get much rest with this secret I keep
And I'm afraid that some night, oh, I'll talk in my sleep
How could I explain to the one lying here
She's loving me now, what am I doing there?

Chorus:
What am I doing there holding you tight
Taking down your hair lying close by your side
Making believe that you still care
My new life is here, what am I doing there?

My new life is here, what am I doing there?...