Ms. Stress lyrics

[Chorus:]
It's better that it hurts,
It's better that it feels this way to me
I can't be too comfortable
Cause loving you is not my destiny

Said I'm concerned that I feel this pain
My heart is aching, breaking,
Pain staking in this gambling thing this ain't no
Parallel universe parallel life you choose to
In one your living like love of my life
And in the other your the daddy of
Theirs so I play Russian Roulette
And put this phone to my ear just to say,
Yo this is Ms. Stress

It's better that it hurts,
It's better that it feels this way to me
I can't be too comfortable
Cause loving you is not my destiny
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See too much asked of me through his lips
So I attempted to be all that dreams suggest
To the ego and promise the soul
I tried to be all he had ever told
Of the interchangable face and physicality
And mentality of she as closely ??
He summoned all my tears abandoned we
I lived alone for years
No longer knowing who exactly is Me
As I began the punishment for his perfection
My vision nearly lost the direction
My return to innocence was lost
And his I'd you see I forgot instead I saw protection
Through judgment now angels and devils look alike to me
Sometimes quiet sounds like lonely to me

My Angel I stopped breathing for you
If my life was possible without end
To be sure if love I'm needing more than just a
Casual affair But the pain runs deep internally
But clearly seen when your not there

[Chorus (2x's)]

Yo, Yo, Yo It ain't my time to die right now
You to I means death of my heart my visions my dreams [2x's]