Happy Birthday lyrics by Flipsyde

Happy birthday
So make a wish
Please accept my apologies
I wonder what would have been
Would you have been a little angel or an angel of sin?
Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes
I paid for the murder before they determined the sex
Choosing our life over your life meant your death
And you never got a chance to even open your eyes
Sometimes i wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life
Would you have been a little genius
In love with math
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
Would you have been a little rapper like your poppa the piper
Would you have made me quit smoking by finding one of my lighters
I wonder about your skin tone and shape of your nose
And the way you wouldve laughed and talked fast or slow
I think about it every year, so i picked up a pen
Happy birthday
I love you whoever yoou wouldve been
Happy birthday
What i thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed
Happy birthday
What i thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake
I got a million excuses as to why you died
And other people got their own reasons for homicide
Whos to say it wouldve worked and whos to say it wouldn't have
I was young and struggling, but old enough to be a dad
The fear of being my father has never disappeared
I ponder it frequently wihle im sippin on my beer
My visions of a family was artificial and fake so when it came time to create
I made a mistake
But now you got a little brother
Maybe it's really you
Maybe you really forgave us knowing we were confused
Maybe, everytime that he smiles it's you proudly know that your fathers doing the right thing now
Ill never tell a woman what to do with her body
But if she don't love children then we can't party
I think about it every year, so i picked up a pen
Happy birthday
I love you whoever you wouldve been
Happy birthday
What i thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed
Happy birthday
What i thought was a dream
Yeah, make a wish
Was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake
And from the heavens to the womb to the heavens again
From the ending to the ending
Never got to begin
Maybe one day we can meet face to face
In a place without time and space
Happy birthday
And form the heavens to the womb to the heavens again
Form the ending to the ending
Never got to begin
Maybe one day we can meet face to face
In a place without time and space
Happy birthday
What i thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed
Happy birthday
What i thought was a dream
Make a wish
Was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake