Better Than The Courtroom lyrics

Fronting the order, pacing down the isle
I got a conviction; I guess I'll be here fot a while
I'm numbing my feeling; I know I'm better in denial
I'm crossing out that life exists coz I'm a better liar

I wish I was special, so I could ride above the law
This silence is deadly, and now I'm starting to withdraw
I need some substance, to get me out this door
It's better than the courtroom; it's better than before

This is killing me, I suffer from a drawn out misery
A future that's run out of energy, another day come undone
I will burn for you, you were the obsession
We're breaking through; we're building our agression
I can't go on knowing that I'm all alone, knowing that I'm all alone
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Suddenly shaking, my blood levels dropping low
This room is heavy, and there's no future to enroll,
I envision tomorrow, but the pictures all distort
I'm counting all these ups and downs that threw us overboard
This is the moment, air's fleeting from my lungs
Will I get off lightly, or will I bleed for what I've done?
It's a hell of a fever, and I'll be better when it's gone
I'm coming down; I'm breathing hard
Just what we're waiting on

This is killing me, I suffer from a drawn out misery
A future that's run out of energy, another day come undone
I will burn for you, you were the obsession
We're breaking through; we're building our agression
I can't go on knowing that I'm all alone, knowing that I'm all alone

It's time to change the record, It's time to care
Let's burn down the old desire, like we were never there
Let's be the better nation
Lights that flare
Let's burn down the old desired, like we were never there

This is killing me, I suffer from a drawn out misery
A future that's run out of energy, another day come undone
I will burn for you, you were the obsession
We're breaking through; we're building our agression
I can't go on knowing that I'm all alone,
I will burn for you, you were the obsession
We're breaking through; we're building our agression
I can't go on knowing that I'm all alone, knowing that I'm all alone