I used to think that this was perfect, and wish that it was never ending
But those days are gone forever, it's something I'm not missing
There's a force, there's a voice in my head telling me nothing
About the times that you were cruel and mean
And I don't care if you walk away, I'm here to stay and you need to hear
You make me sick, but I love what we're doing here
You make me sick, and I can't be the only one
You make me sick, but I love what we're doing here
You make me sick, and I can't be the only one
I have to take advantage before the moment passes by
It's so hard to manage the ups and downs of your life
Someone help, someone speak before I start to scream out
Anything to break the silence
You're holding me back, confined by doubt [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/e/egypt_central/you_make_me_sick.html ]
You make me sick, but I love what we're doing here
You make me sick, and I can't be the only one
You make me sick, but I love what we're doing here
You make me sick, and I can't be the only one
Cause I need you, cause I need you here with me
When it falls through and I'm down upon my knees
There's a force, there's a voice in my head telling me to
Think about everything last time I believed, now I realize
You make me sick, but I love what we're doing here
You make me sick, and I can't be the only one
You make me sick, but I love what we're doing here
You make me sick, and I can't be the only one
(Sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, you make me sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, you make me sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, you make me sick, sick, sick, sick, sick! )
My best friend and i had a rather complicated, weird, kind of co-dependent relationship (supportive? Ha). This was "our song", pretty much.
He died january 27, 2012 of an accidental overdose. This song was playing as i fell asleep with his head on my chest and me stroking his hair.
When we met i had about 4 months clean and he was fresh out of rehab. When we got an apartment together i was about 8 months clean and he had a few weeks. At the time i thought of him as just a kid because i was older (i'm 31, he was 22) and it would be like a big sister/little brother thing.
He did really well with the clean thing for a couple months and then lost it, went to the psych ward, got out, was put on suboxone and about 2 weeks after that he was shooting again. I relapsed about a month later.
I've got a couple weeks clean now, but it's been even harder trying to do this with the memory of his face that morning burned into the back of my eyelids.
If anyone else reading this is doing the 12 step deal: listen to the older people when they say not to build strong friendships/relationships with other people in the program unless they have a lot of clean time. This just might be the thing that kills me.
by Unregistered on Feb 6th 2012 12:11 am
The meaning of this song is fairly obvious... And its sad but true
by Unregistered on Jan 24th 2012 3:55 pm
A man in love with his girlfriend although she hurts him he still has strong feelings for her.
Okay so i guess i should have figured that my relationship with my bf was pretty toxic when we decided that this was our song and you know what stakk your so right cause now were not together cause he is in jail for another dv.. So yes he made me sick and together we made each other sicker
People tend to stay in bad relationships and justify it in ways super-similar to the way this song does. There's a certain fear factor in leaving even the worst person for you, and this song really expresses that and a lot of people seem to be identifying with it since it has become quite popular! Uh oh!
This song is about a relationship where your "partner" makes you sick. In whatever way you want it to be. But you cant leave because you love them. Your stuck in your silence unknowing of what to do, but you know u need this person in your life.