Mazohyst Of Decadance [English] lyrics

Child that will be born adults with no sense of guilt fallen
I who has no name why am I here I don't even understand, but
I don't know that I only have a few months to live...

I want to love I want to be born inside this mother's body, staring
Since the time I waited for conciousness two months on I sensed something fast
Yet I could do nothing that cord of ours will be...
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I, incomplete, my body pierced through with hooked pain
Mother's screaming voice, ringing in my ears, will not cease white coated adults scooped me up
In eyes overflowing with coldheartedness bloody, without a right hand, I am reflected
Just as I was, in black vinyl I am wrapped, engulfed
While my conciousness is gradually fading, I consider quietly
If I, caged, am loved as I am, that is good it cannot be forgiven

It's better that I, unloveable, died as I am
In quiet I shall sleep without giving my first cry
Just once, I want to feel a mother's love
Maybe this is love thank you
A door that never opens was closing tight
But I am surely your future, and so...
La la la...

My body burned, consumed until my bones become nothing burned, destroyed
Goodbye