Near The End lyrics

I only disappoint you
You only disappoint yourself
I know I can't control you
You know I can't control myself

I'm over my head in a land up ahead
Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again
I don't know myself, don't want to know
But I'm already near the end

I have a curse because of you
I have a curse upon myself
I'm going to reach and pull you
I'm going to make you hate yourself

I'm over my head in a land up ahead
Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again
I don't know myself, don't want to know
But I'm already near the end
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I know, I know I'm not myself
I'm not myself, I'm not myself
I know I can't control you
But are you okay when I'm alright

I know, I know I'm not myself
I'm not myself, I'm not myself
I know I can't control you
But are you okay when I'm alright

Alright, alright

I'm over my head in a land up ahead
I'm over my head in a land up ahead
I'm over my head in a land up ahead
I'm over my head in a land up ahead

Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again
I don't know myself, don't want to know
But I'm already near

Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again
I don't know myself, don't want to know
But I'm already near the end

The end, end, end, end
The end, end, end, end