Fortune lyrics

I.
Here I am talking 'bout discoveries
Emptyness, how silly everything can be
My words are strong
My acts are weak
The truth is different

I wanted all
Now I am standing here, don't give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
It drones in my head – a weird tone
It sounds like...

I didn't lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
But I don't wanna wait...
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Ref:
THE FUCKING FORTUNE IS NOT SMILING UPON ME
NOT ONE CHANCE TO SHOW MY CAPABILITY
I'M MAD, I'M MAD, I'M MAD

II.
Here I am hiding my head in sand
Here I am swearing I am innocent
Don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink
All on my own

I wanted all
But it's hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
And smile down

Who will tell me where it is at all
Who will tell me how to get there
'cause I don't wanna wait...