Found a hole that fill inside myself
This emptiness by my own hand
So constricted, self inflicted
It's more than I can stand [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/decyfer_down/break_free.html ]
(Chorus:)
Got to break free from this disease
And I know without a doubt I just want more
Life breathe from holes down deep inside
I need to find
I push to keep these walls from caving in
Trying though I can't fill this space
I have excuses, it never fuses
It's hard for me to face
First of all part of the lyrics are wrong, he says "found a hole and fell inside myself", not "fill inside myself", i would fix it but the correction link is greyed out. Sometimes we get so lost in the sins we've committed that we do kind of fall into ourselves--in the sense that our lives become prisons because the disease of sin has us trapped. We make excuses not only because we don't want to face it but because we don't yet realize that only with jesus' help can we break out of it--break free.
There's an emptiness in us and we do things to harm our own selves to try to fill it. Then we don't want to face it so we make excuses. Finally we realize it's a disease (sin) we need help to get rid of. That's where jesus comes in and breaks us free.