Jews For Jesus Blues lyrics

I was searching for something I could not describe
So I stared at the sun till the tears filled my eyes
Well, I thought I was empty so I paid the cost
But now that I'm found I miss being lost
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Well, I opened my heart and I let Jesus in
With the promise that I would be free of my sins
But I only felt guilty that He died on the cross
Now that I'm found I miss being lost
Now that I'm found I miss being lost

Well, I don't wanna suffer and I don't wanna die
I want the clouds parted in endless, blue sky
But someone up there has a different plan
Now that I'm saved, I wish I was damned
Now that I'm saved, I wish I was damned

Now that I'm saved, I wish I was damned
Now that I'm saved, I wish I was