Hurricane Waters lyrics

Wow!! For me the meaning of this song plays a roll in the changes that i have experienced as my life has taken a major turn, and not once did i ever think for one minute that i would go through all i have gone through in 6 years. I am reminded of my life as the hurricane waters that leave so many changes and destruction in a person's life that as i deteriorate with health issues, one major surgery after another, my best friend yolanda has come back into my life to carry me through the hurricane waters, "being wiped out of everything" just like hurricanes removing everything that is standing in the way. Not only my health, divorce, the loss of my dogs, house, job, friends, son, mom, and family. And if i die in one of these procedures i will remember her "yolanda" in the blue skies for all that she as a friend has done to make me feel that i am very much a person who exist, who is loved and cared for by her actions. Yolanda young has made me feel that i am still that person who once stood as strong and positive and she has made me see how i have fought and won many battles. When she stopped answering my calls i would tell myself something happened when i was caught searching for an answer as to what i had done so wrong for another human being to remove themselves from my world. I felt i was stuck in the middle of a place that i don't belong. I wanted to go home as in heaven, because i had nothing in this world that wanted me to stay and i felt like i didn't belong, no one wanted to be around me anymore, and i started losing sight thinking of how i was once a very popular human being, when hitting rock bottom i no longer had any existence to this world. I had totally lost sight of what's right and wrong, i couldn't understand why i crashed so hard, why i hit rock bottom and why everyone walked out, left me like a dead dog that you see laying in the middle of the street, stiff as a rock. I have been battling so many surgeries since 2006 and i have lost all of my friends who i thought were real friends including my family who could care less if i live or die. My son who i raised all the way to the age of 18 years, he too removed himself from my life. The struggles that i have battled through the last several years have been so many. I felt very lonely as i was forgotten by all those who i thought were my friends,most of my family including my mother, removed themselves from my life, except for my two oldest sisters who keep in touch. I am battling a number of illnesses due to spinal stenosis. This past nov 29-2011, i was in the hospital for several days, a third fusion but now, the screws and plates go higher to l1, l2, l3, l4, l5, cyst removed, budges and osteoarthritis taken care of, but now my spinal stenosis has climbed up to l1 and l2. As i laid in my bed crying from so much loneliness i wanted someone in my family to call me, hoping to hear my moms voice telling me she loves me, dealing with so much pain and fear of what will happen, i received a call from my ex best friend who stopped contacting me a year or two,who i missed so much. Since that day of the call she has not left my sight. Every single day she calls me several times a day. I feel alive because one person was willing to stand with me and be my support system. She would visit me in the hotel during the holidays and keep me company when no one even cared or bothered. She made sure i was ok. She hugged me and i felt her strength and love and i knew from that moment she was going to help me as she carried me through all the chaos i endured for several years. I have been so alone and now that she is back i feel like fighting harder for my life. The part where it say's when we started it was innocent, is saying it all about our friendship, pure and the love we had and have as true friends made it so innocent. The rest of the lyrics for mean that if i die, we will meet again.