Not The Girl I Used To Be lyrics

Wondering
Have I given up dreaming?
Come down from ceiling
I wont do that again
Thinking
My misspent history
Mistakes to teach me
I wont do that again

Dreams I kept as a child
Kept me quiet and hypnotised
Cooked away my valentines
Served myself up every night
Couldnt see me for the trees
And all that hallmark poetry
Im not the girl, I used to be

Wondering
Have I given up dreaming?
Come down from ceiling
I wont do that again
Thinking
My misspent history
Mistakes to teach me
I wont do that again

Trying to break the family ties
Chocolate hearts and tacky lies
Heard a thousand crappy lines
And I believed them every time
So I beg to disagree
Loves not taking all of me
Im not the girl I used to be