I've dialed your number, half a thousand times.
Hoping just to hear your voice on the other line.
I never had the courage to finally make that call.
I've been missing you so much,
Have you been missing me at all? [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/chase_coy/never_had_the_courage.html ]
I need you here now, more than ever before.
Cause if you're not by my side, then tell me what is worth living for?
I never had the courage to tell you how I feel.
But honestly I've always loved you and I promise I always will.
Don't take your time coming home tonight.
Cause every second wasted I'm here holding on for life.
And with every breath I take I pray you're fine.
That I'm the boy you can't get of your mind.
I never had the courage to tell you this before,
But every day away from you just makes me love you more.
I think that the meaning of this song is that he and this girl broke up. He acts like he doesnt like her anymore but actually he still loves her. Hes saying that he never had the courage to tell her it. He really misses her but is afraid to tell her.