Reconsider lyrics

Well take another look around me
Still waitin' for a light to shine
But if you've looked you haven't found me baby
And I don't wanna waste your time

Chorus:
But if I tried would you reconsider
Would you reconsider comin' home
And if I cried would you reconsider
Would you reconsider comin' home
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Take a breath and try to hold it
Wish I could hold it long enough
I can't help but hate the way we folded baby
And was I ever good enough

Repeat Chorus:

You know I hate myself when I'm not with you
Cause I don't know what I'm supposed to do
But I tried to take a step today
But I keep getting in my way so

Take another look around you
Yeah but if I tried would you reconsider
Would you reconsider comin' home
And if I cried would you reconsider
Would you reconsider comin' home