Troubled little angel
Inconsistent... flying blind most of the time
Drama queen
Preening and untanglin'
Feathers in her wings
Captured by her dreams
Desperately she sings
Needy little baby
Open up your heart
Don't you be afraid to feel
Needy little baby
Hidin' deep inside
Don't you know your love can heal
Troubled little angel
Inconsistent
Flying blind most of the time
Don't know who to be [yeah]
Always rearranging the wreckage of her life
Ever holding tight to the hope that she'll be free
Needy little baby
Open up your eyes
Don't you be afraid to feel
Needy little baby
Hidin' deep inside
Don't you know your love can heal
I'm talking to you angel
Angel
Deep inside of me
I'm talking to you angel
Angel
One day you'll be free
Angel [Angel]
Angel [Angel]
Deep inside of me [inside... inside]
Talking to you angel [Angel]
Angle [Angel]
You'll be free
I love with my whole soul only to be disappointed over and over. I retreat. Heal. And then love again with sometimes lessons learned, and sometimes not. The little angel within me is needy to love and be loved. I find myself cleaning up the wreckage with full hopes of loving intact. I carry on in time still with an open heart because I must love from my soul and refuse to give up that it exists in raw form. I need it to be returned and have to give it. My love is nurturing and healing. It blesses and it causes me to fly blindly because it drives me. Meeting time and again that people aren't ready to receive soul love because they haven't lavished it on themselves is where the repeated disappointment comes from. I need people to love like I do. Wholly and unconditionally. I give love the way that I need it returned. I have to accept that people can't give what they don't have. I need to spend more time in that healing space so I can open my wings and fly. Again. Wiser. And like the song says, without the desperation flying blindly and inconsistently.
This song means to bring out the best in me that was locked up so long from fear, rejection, mixed emotions of self, self hate and not enough of self love. I now know what is really going on with me and what has stopped me through the inspiration of this song. Just reading the lyrics really shed light for me as a woman and brought more self acceptance as a person. I feel that I can go now and do what I have to do to better myself to get to the highted result of my dreamful success. May it all come true as a singer, writer, author, entrepreneurer, mother, and yes I am a wife. Thank Angel.
Tara