Resistance lyrics

No matter what
I always seem to fuck it up
I can be toxic sometimes
But such is life
And as much as I want to find love again
I have all this baggage to hide
But maybe if I try to let go of it
I can be balanced again
With so much going on inside my mind
It's no wonder I fail every time

I'm trying not to let you in
But still you're crawling under my skin
And I'm trying not to lose myself this time
But you are climbing back inside

I am the king of resistance
But the first to submit somehow
I contradict myself and
Maybe this time I won't attach to you
Co-dependency does not become me

You seem like something I shouldn't have
Turning like a hurricane toward my life