Complicated lyrics

I'm so scared that the way that I feel
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I wanna find a hiding place
We used to laugh, we used to hug,
The way that old friends do
But now I smile at a touch of your hand
Just makes me come unglued,

Such a contradiction,
Do I lie or tell the truth,
Is it fact or fiction,
Oh the way I feel for you

It's so complicated
I'm so frustrated
I wanna hold you close,
I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go,
I wanna make you stay,
Should I say it
Should I tell you how I feel
Oh I want you to know
But then again I don't
So complicated.
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Oh, just when I think I'm under control
I think I've finally got a grip.
Another friend tells me that
My name is always on your lips.
They say I'm more then just a friend,
They say I must be blind.
I admit that I've seen you watch
But from the corner of your eye

Oh it's so confusing
Yeah I wish you'd just confess.
But think of what I'd be losing
If your answer wasn't yes.

It's so complicated
I'm so frustrated
I wanna hold you close,
I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go,
I wanna make you stay,
Should I say it
Should I tell you how I feel
Oh I want you to know
But then again I don't
So complicated.
I hate it, 'cause I've waited
So long for someone like you.

Oh what do I do?

Oh should I say it? should I tell you how I feel, oh I want to you know, but then again I don't.
It's so complicated.
It's so complicated.
It's so complicated.