People say that together we were both sides of the same coin
That we would shine like venus in a clear night sky
We thought our love could overcome the circumstances
But my ambition wouldn't allow for compromise
I could see in the distance all the dreams that were clear to me
Every choice that I had to make left you on your own
Somehow the road we started down had split asunder
Too late to realise how far apart we'd grown.
How I wish i, wish I'd done a little bit more [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/beverley_knight/shoulda_woulda_coulda.html ]
Now " shoulda woulda coulda," means I'm out of time
Coz "shoulda woulda coulda", can't change your mind
And I wonder, wonder, wonder what I'm gonna do
"shoulda woulda coulda" are the last words of a fool
People ask how it feels to live the kind of life others dream about
I tell them everybody gotta face their highs and their lows
And in my life there's a love I put aside, cause I was busy loving something else
So for every little thing you hold on to, you've got to let something else go
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Fool if I would now forsake the opportunities are fate
I know I'm right where I belong
But sometimes when I'm not so strong i..
I wonder why your stuck in my head right now.. I feel as if i have some unfinished business with you that i need to settle.. I have this urge to see you, talk to you, bond with you.. In a way i wanna see how i would interact with you again after all this years.. I'm not quite sure if i still have some feelings for you left.. I'm just thinking that it's just bitterness in my end.. It's a shoulda, woulda, coulda kinda feeling.. I was young and stupid back then when we were together.. I admit that i don't know any better and i mess things up.. You were such a gentleman back then and i didn't see it.. I was foolish.. If i were any better we could have been close friends even after we broke up.. The worst part of it is i did the biggest mistake.. It's only for me to know and for you never to find out.. I like the feeling when i was with you.. Your not sweet or showy with your feelings.. We hardly even talked back then, but i still like being with you.. All i can do now is think about what we had and beat myself up with the mistakes that i made... And that song stuck in my head that i can't seem to finish singing.. I wonder why i think of you when i hear this song.. Actually i don't think of you, it's like a wierd feeling coming over me, i can feel the past.. I mean i feel you, i can feel the past.. I really need to get this out of my system.. Same thing i did with all of my past.. I just need to have a talk with you.. Bond with you a little.. And if theres no warm fuzzy feeling just nostalgia of the past then that is the time that i'm certain your just nostalgia, a memory of a shoulda, woulda, coulda...