In The Blood lyrics

I thought this song and desperately wanting where about Joel Rundell. The songs written during the bands time off and after the guitarists suicide. It felt like a personal grief process expressed in music as Griffin was his childhood friend. I thought the child in the video was isolated and kept away from Griffen through the wall in the video. The child representing their childhood friendship the wall his suicide. the parents are in black and sad over their loss. Sign language showing Joel's inability to speak out and reach others. Being a guitarist the words the way you move your hands, the passion that you play and the way you shake and sway all things guitarists do. How can you throw away everything you live for... The song is Griffen asking why this great friend,talent and person he admired could take his own life. Only an opinion but I cried my heart out because I felt that pain so intensely in the sound and lyrics.