Assessment [c Swing's Bootleg Mix] lyrics

I think I cracked my skull on the way down
I think I lost my head when I lay down
The fear of facts presented in the cold light of day

I say the time has come for decision
Better steer my boat for a reason
Lost on the way I went over horizon
She went out of sight
The girl lost me a lifetime

Sometimes I feel ??? baby
Sometimes I feel ??? baby
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I say the time has come for decision
Better steer my boat for a reason
Lost on the way I went over horizon
She went out of sight
The girl lost me a lifetime

Sometimes I feel ??? baby
Sometimes I feel ??? baby

I think I cracked my skull on the way down
I think I lost my head when I lay down
The fear of facts presented in the cold light of day

And when I step back from all this I see that I'm fighting
I can't help myself, there's no reason for lying
Truth and fiction they all become one [would never have got the "Truth and fiction" bit without spiltext_Mob]
Help me from the sea to the beach to the laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sometimes I feel ??? baby