If Only lyrics

Forgive me such idle repetition
But i'm not stirred by this competition
Too soft to be unmoved
But enough is enough
To have the power to do whatever i choose

Anything on offer is forbidden
I disgust myself, i'm too all-forgiving
What's enjoyment, what is perfection
When you lose sight of yourself
In your failing powers of recollection?

Tomorrow's just one day away
I said the same thing yesterday
Together whatever however forever
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So why is it essential
To be calm and collected?
We all have crosses to bear
But do we all have to be resurrected?
Yes i'm sure and i try to believe
But still i want more than you would give to me

Tomorrow's just one day away
I said the same thing yesterday
Together whatever however forever
Tomorrow's just one day away
I said the same thing yesterday
Together whatever however forever
Together whatever however forever
Forever, ever, ever and ever