Can't Get Loose lyrics

I see myself but don't see me
Two burning eyes that don't agree
While in the shades there's someone
Following my every little
Movement from the score

I call a friend who's never there
Too tired for love, too tired to care
While in the shades there's someone
Ridiculing every little moment I adore

Yeah

I fall and fold down on my knees
And ask the god if I can see
If maybe he or she will call on me

The days they pass with no relief
My head all swollen up with grief
Then something wakens me from sleep

Can't get loose to using you
But that's what I am gonna do
Having fun in heaven while you are crucified
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I can't get loose to using you
But that's what I am gonna do
Watching Lilly's flowers while
Your hands are tied

Do you just hear what I just heard
Or have I simply gone beserk
'Cause in the shades there's someone
Laughing at my musical intentions to be free

Two burning eyes that don't agree
One preying hoping desperately
While in the shades there's someone
Wallowing in what I know will never happen now

Yeah

I crash and fall down on my knees
And beg the god that I can see
If maybe he or she will call on me

The days just pass with no relief
My head all swollen up with grief
Then something wakens me from sleep

Can't get loose to using you
But that's what I am gonna do
Having fun in heaven while you are crucified

Can't get loose of loosing you
But that's what I am gonna do
Watching Lilly's flowers while
Your hands are tied