I Am...(Engish) lyrics

Listen closely
Because I'll keep screaming until you understand
I've been here, here, here forever

What is at the end of these half-tiresome
Days that are chased by time?
As I'm rushing through life, is my naked face
Funny to you? Go ahead and laugh

I want you to stare into my eyes and say my name
I want you to hold my hand and tell me it'll be ok
Help me, if you don't think I can make it
If this is a lie, then at least keep the lie going to the end

I enturst my body to the trap of time
Where will I wash ashore?
Despite my faults, will I be forgiven?
Please tell me

Please understand
That's not what I'm saying
Please notice
this isn't what I want
Please let me go
I don't want to go there
I've been looking for just one word

I want you to stare into my eyes and say my name
I want you to hold my hand and tell me it'll be ok
Help me, if you don't think I can make it
If this is a lie, then at least keep the lie going to the end

Please understand
that's not what I'm saying
Please notice
this isn't what i want
Please let me go
I don't want to go there
I've been looking for just one word
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