A Natural Disaster lyrics

Its been a long cold winter without you
Just slipped through my fingers as life turned away
I've been crying on the inside over you
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Its been a long cold winter since that day
Its hard to find
Hard to find
Hard to find the strength now but i try
And I don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to speak now
Of what's gone by
Cos no matter what i say
I can't change what happened
No matter what i do
I can't change what happened
No matter what i say
No matter what i do
You just slipped through my fingers

You just slipped through my fingers
And i feel so ashamed

And i have paid
Cos no matter what i say
No matter what i do
No matter what i do
I can't change what happened
No matter what i say
I can't change what happened

No no I can't change
Just slipped through my fingers
And i feel so ashamed
And i have paidYou just slipped through my fingers