Abandoned lyrics

Sleepless in the night
I try to lose my faith in you
Saying to myself
You can't be the right one for me

And now that you're gone
I finally get a taste of freedom
Only problem is I don't really want
To be free

I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't want to curse your name
I don't wanna feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same
I don't want to burn your letters
I don't want to face the truth
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't wanna waste my youth
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You try to suffocate with your pretends
And I believe in this shallow romance
I ran for cover but I couldn't hide
And still you try to get me to abide

You scratched me like a perfume and
Erasing all the feelings that I had
And all the time you faked this loneliness
Cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess

I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't want to curse your name
I don't want to feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same
I don't want to burn you letters
I don't want to face the truth
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't wanna waste my youth