The Change Came Suddenly lyrics

Can i spread frustration
Without speaking?
Without parting my lips
Except to breath?
I let my actions speak for me
Because my words
Collided with yours
It created tension and frustration
So i left
I didn't turn around to see
How troubled you were that night
I promise that it paled in comparison
To the anguish each step brought me
As i walked away
My heart pumps your rhapsody
I still lick my lips
To the thought of you
So now im stuck here
In the purgatory of longing
For that one kiss good-bye
I try to empty myself
Of all desire that i crave for ou
But the attempt only brings me
To my knees
I succumb to you idol
This subconscious social vampire
Who haunts everythought
I choke on the will to demand patience
Only to find myself swallowing blood.
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