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I was a living soul just like the rest of you.
A normal guy working nine to five,
Keeping up with the bills because my mother was ill,
I lost track of time.
She lost her fucking mind.
Eventually she died,
I was broken and petrified.
So I drank the medicine tonight,
Bottoms up here’s to my shitty life
He sings about his friend who once lived a normal life just like anyone of us but the only person he had left to care for was his mother he got by paying for her hospital bills until she died when she passed he felt he had nothing to live for had no one else to love he decided that the best way to solve his problems in his life was to drink he reflects back on his life during this and realizes he hates his life.