From th top. Its about steve, most beautiful blue eyed boy I could have married if my little girl(taken by the gov't at only 2 mos-and 8yrs in'05)hadn't been taken from me, ending my pursuit of real happiness 4 the need 2 know her dad who was the first to continue ignoring me. Until I met steve! Of course. Just surviving already past my prime at 29 I don't think he could tell what all scared me so bad but the synchronicity was 2 much 4 me, almost at first and I thought he gave up but he probably knew more than me. But tell him I did grow up that week, finally having to admit to myself what is real doesn't give everyone chills like a child but I had dreams about only him so the experience through me for a loop I'd never had 2 see b4-i reached the end of my rope that night and if someone could actually put me through to him I might b able to see again. Maby we can help each other instead of remembering that brick wall we keep trying to run through?. I love his sad eyes but the steve I was still messed up from(sooo sorry)was still not wanting to look in my eyes but I swear its because I lost my daughter alone. And her father, john ritch of mint hill, N. C. Still has never returned one phone call to me. The world thought I was crazy then but i'll do anything to really be back w/her. Thank you.