He never been loved before and this was his first time. He fell in love and dated her, but he got turned down. He is depress and feels like he is being pushed away. He wants to be loved by only her, but it was not turning out well. He tries to push back from her and move on, but it was difficult to stop thinking about her. He cannot seem to go away and keep on getting hurt by words and stuck in tragedy. He endlessly hopes that she will love him again, but she cannot except. He just loved her, now he is being pushed away like a lonely pet who needs a cuddle. He wants her, but it would not work out between them. His heart breaks more and more each and everytime he comes back to try to get her again. Eventually, his heart will break and sink into a hole of depression and sadness takes through. Even though he learned a lesson, he still feels bad about the difficulties he faced. He wanted her, she did not like her back. It was not meant to be, but a first break up is likely the most heart breaking one. There is an endless depression in each hole. He just wanted to have love from the one he loves. It would be perfect to get the right boy/girl as a date. Not everything is meant to be. I love this song and it was great knowing people. Hope you understand. Bye.