for old-

hi, thanks.
ur right, for now, il be focusing on my career as a working person.
i know her, she is kinda an actress in some ways. her personality
is diffrent from the others, kinda strong but weak, i know she will
need me in time. ive known her for so long and she once told me
before during in our relationship that she wanted me to see suffering
from heartaches coz for her ive caused her a lot of pain.

my and i broke up a month ago,this song, inspires me in some ways to move forward. to live without that someone you wish and long for to be with is so hard to bear, but im trying right now. hope i can deal this kind of hardship im facing right now. ive regret every fight that we had before, it weakened our relationship, ive hurt her so many times i know. i was hurt too thats why im now giving time for ourselves to reflect and restore those heartaches we've caused to each other. she might have someone else right now,i know she has already, what i need to do is to accept the things that might have been happening at her end right now. i thought she would be just happy with me, i mean, im the only person that can make happy, but i proved my self wrong now. she is now in a relationship and theres nothing i can do but be happy for her. i still have a strong feeling for her i think this will never fade away. my feeling still remain the same for her, nothing has changed. "It's gonna hurt when it heals too" it hurts me much as days pass by. i dont want to learn to forget her. i love her so much.