Life ain't always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles
Allan's wife, Angela Herzberg, committed suicide on October 25, 2004. This song is from Allan's somber album "Tough All Over", which came out less than a year after his wife's suicide. Several songs on the album talk about his wife and how he can't get over her being gone. This line is an example of it.