Sucks these lyrics are all fucked up. I had to change them. Its a beautiful song with alot of meaning. Like the meaning to me is that. I got this new girl. Shes wonderful. And I never thought I could feel so strong about someone. Ever. I had insecurities and they are gone. I'd do anything for her. And I will stay with her for as long as needed. But now that I had to move back to Iowa. I feel so alone. So cold without her. The warmth she gave me when I was around her. Could never be replaced. Noone will ever see the fire shes lit inside of me. If the day comes for her to leave me. I'll just douse it with gasoline. Make her and everyone else see it. Then go on my little stupid a* game I call life. -sighs- ugh.

To me. Ha! What can I say. Other than. This song in my mind. Is about that faggot Bush and his decision to force all our people into Iraq to fight a war that shouldn't be happening still. Yea. I guess a few could be over there. But whatever. They fighting for nothing. This country is fucked anyways. We'll be a barren wasteland before hes out of office. Also it reminds me of a military fag that threatens me all the fuckin time just cuz I got his girl. Now she was single. He just was an a*e. And his heart bleeds for noone but himself. His own stupidity and pushing her insecurities and mine onto us for the hope and the wish that we break up. But its like nothing we say or do will ever change this shitty a* country cuz noone will listen.

This song to me is like how I used to distance myself from the world. The only thing that ment anything to me was music. I'd sit around listen to music and try to figure out why I was so fucked up in the head. But in all accuality I was the just stuck on the same page or problem as everyone else. I've learned to deal and cope with my problems and resorted to helping everyone else with theirs allowing mine to inevidable build til I finally exploded. So I'd sit up at nite listen to songs like this one just to feel better of myself.

This song was crucial in my life time. I kept asking myself. Whats the point in me living. Why should I be sober. And how long in my life will it take until I'm finally happy.? I drank until my vision was black and my life felt ok. But it only lasted a few hours. And in my drunken stuper I've overdosed. Cut. And attempted to commit suicide. I lost alot of my life worrying about the small things in life and never persued happiness. I've always failed in life. And I've left alot of that time behind. I hated myself. Never did I regret what I've done though. It all was a learning experience.

F*k that. Its not what you think the song means. What it means to you cracka. This song to me means. That ok. I found me a wonderful girl. I've cried and cried. Wanting to do bad s*t to my self. Overdosing, cutting, hanging. The works. But since I met this girl. I feel I'm slowly becoming happier. Like my puzzle pieces are finally coming together and I'm feeling more complete. Everything I need and want are finally in front of my face and I can reach out and touch it. Take it for my own. This song is more than just about "Jesus Christ" or the "Lord" not everyone believes in that rubbish, thank you. Its more personal problems then g* religious s*t. Just cuz they Christian band, doesn't mean they can't write out whats in their heart for a significant other. That it all has to be about the "Lord" it aint right. Yea, that's what it means to me. Finding someone who can finally put you together and make you feel whole. Complete happiness.

F*k that. Its not what you think the song means. What it means to you cracka. This song to me means. That ok. I found me a wonderful girl. I've cried and cried. Wanting to do bad s*t to my self. Overdosing, cutting, hanging. The works. But since I met this girl. I feel I'm slowly becoming happier. Like my puzzle pieces are finally coming together and I'm feeling more complete. Everything I need and want are finally in front of my face and I can reach out and touch it. Take it for my own. This song is more than just about "Jesus Christ" or the "Lord" not everyone believes in that rubbish, thank you. Its more personal problems then g* religious s*t. Just cuz they Christian band, doesn't mean they can't write out whats in their heart for a significant other. That it all has to be about the "Lord" it aint right. Yea, that's what it means to me. Finding someone who can finally put you together and make you feel whole. Complete happiness.